"Here I stand. I can do no otherwise; So help me God!
When a mortal surveys the universe it sees, one or more of the following
attitudes
may be present: "I want it all." "I want to do it all."
"I have it all." "I know it all."
If we follow this line
of thinking a little further, the truth may be more like this:
"I want it all . . . but only the good part of the material world;
don't bother me with
the moral or spiritual aspects."
"I want to do
it all . . . but only if it is fun and pleasurable for me."
"I have
it all . . . but I must need more, because I am never satisfied."
"I know it all . . . but I live in fear that others will discover
I really don't under-
stand it all, or that there is something I am
missing."
When these attitudes fail us in our hours of need, a voice
from within struggles to
be heard: "God help me!" This is where the
First Beatitude kicks in.
"God help me!" This simple statement is
tossed out casually, even humorously,
countless times a day by many
people. If they only knew that the true idea
behind these words --
humbly approached and sincerely felt -- could lift them out
of their
troubles, perhaps they would not take God's name in vain this way.
"God help me." Can He really help us, and do we deserve His help?
Jesus brought
us the good news, which said, in essence, that we are
all God's beloved children.
We have a right to be joyful, even blissful,
as the word "blessed" in each of the
Beatitudes indicates. In
the
Beatitudes, found in the Gospel of Matthew, Jesus
outlines for us
the necessary steps to take to realize our status as the spiritual
children
of God, made in His "image and likeness."
Jesus offers us promises
and rewards in the Beatitudes. He explains the "cost."
Being receptive
to this message of the Christ, means receiving freely God's grace
and light. We are also expected to let these gifts soften our hearts
and change our
attitudes, so that we are prepared to receive more
light. The Beatitudes -- or as we
might say, the "attitudes to be"
-- start at the point where we realize we need
God's help. From there,
each unfoldment of light, or improved understanding,
brings us new
vistas and new responsibilities. The rewards are priceless.
The First
Step - Becoming "poor in spirit"
William Barclay, in his book "The
Gospel of Matthew, Volume One," explains that
the Greek word for poor "describes
absolute and abject poverty . . . it describes
the poverty which is
beaten to its knees." He continues to state "the Jews had a
special
way of using the word Poor." It can describe a "man, who, because
he has
no earthly resources whatever, puts his whole trust in God."
In the first Beatitude, Jesus is not glorifying material poverty,
as some may assume.
There is nothing "blessed" about the miseries
of extreme poverty. The added phrase
"in spirit" alerts us to the
fact that Jesus is referring to a lack of spiritual resources
or spiritual
attitude. One way to paraphrase this Beatitude might be "how joyful
are
those who become aware of their lack of spiritual sense, and admit
they need God's
help." They are the ones who sincerely cry out on
bended knees, physically or
mentally, in their darkest hours: "God
help me."
If Jesus began his Sermon on the Mount with this Beatitude,
it must be important.
Indeed, it is the jumping-off point of our spiritual
journey. The question may be
asked: how do we position ourselves to
begin at this beginning? Each individual
has his or her own path,
his or her own unique mission and experiences in life.
ways of moving forward spiritually: "suffering or Science."
In other words, we
can be forced by unpleasant circumstances to stop
what we are doing and pay
attention to God, or we can think and reason
our way to divine Truth on a regular
basis! "Choose
you this day whom ye will serve."
We learn from the New Testament,
as well as in the teachings of Christian
Science, that there are qualities of mortal thought that seem to block or cloud
our vision. There
are also opposite spiritual qualities that can provide clarity
of
thought. These qualities can have an effect on the kind of attitudes we
impart.
They can determine whether or not we see our need for God's
help, and open
our thought to Him, or whether we depend upon other
so-called powers.
In addition to the balance of material versus spiritual
qualities in our thinking, we
can suddenly find ourselves knocked
down on our knees and blinded by the light,
such as the Apostle Paul
experienced on the road to Damascus. This can happen
to anyone when
there is an important need for God to be heard in our hearts, and
we have not been listening -- or worse, we have heard, but not obeyed.
The story
of Jonah and the Whale is a good example of this. These
experiences can melt
resistance to God rather abruptly!
An easier
way is to monitor our thoughts, words, and actions on a daily basis.
We
can strive for "self-knowledge." We can become aware of our attitudes.
If we can
cast out the evil suggestions that war against God, we will
be in a better position
to hear God's voice. We cannot claim the "kingdom
of heaven" as ours, as Jesus
promised in the first Beatitude, unless
our consciousness is cleared of the debris
that would hide it from
us.
Material qualities that impoverish us
In my studies on the
Beatitudes, I have collected from various writings a list of
mortal
qualities, or attitudes, that keep us from turning to God as the source
of all
good and wisdom. These qualities make us "rich in material
thinking." Our goal is
to awake to see how
"poor in spirit" we are.
These material attitudes keep us from
recognizing our spiritual poverty.
If you are sincerely interested in entering the realm of this first
Beatitude, and
molding your lives accordingly, you might wish to carefully
ponder these qualities
relating to these qualities
is found elsewhere, or you can use the blue links to take
you to the
specific subjects. I have sorted them into three main categories:
PRIDE -- of race, religion, nationality, culture, gender, economic
class, scholar-
ship, fame, personal goodness and self-righteousness,
personal intellect, skills,
and talents; conceit, vanity, "know-it-allness."
FEAR --
of criticism, disapproval of family and friends, public ridicule;
fear of
loss of popularity, social prestige, power or authority over
others, cherished
beliefs, habits of thought, preconceived personal
opinions, worldly honors or
distinction, material possessions, money,
material pleasures.
IGNORANCE -- willful ignorance; easily influenced
by false suggestions; easily
manipulated by others or the media; superficial
thinking or reasoning; covetousness;
prone to sentiment rather than
to sound thinking; believing versus understanding;
ingratitude; selfishness,
apathy, indifference, prejudice, intolerance.
A lot to think about!
But that is what the first Beatitude does -- it is asking us to let
God shed new light on our situation and see that we have been depending
upon the
undependable! We have to lose our trust in materialism, or
material thinking. We
have to drop our hold upon it and cling to God
instead.
By indulging in the sinful thinking outlined above, we darken
our thought. Unless
we can recognize this harmful influence, perhaps
through our prayers, our Biblical
and metaphysical studies, our observance
of other's examples, reasoning, or revela-
tion, we may find ourselves
in a situation, or state of mind, that seems hopeless.
We become desperate.
We are forced to admit that we cannot solve our problems
with our
own resources, either material or intellectual. At this point, we
can either
give up, or kneel in humility and say, "God help me."
How
do we rid ourselves of the harmful attitudes and take on the attitudes
that
bless? In Christian Science, we are taught that the material
qualities can be seen
as no part of God's creation, and therefore have
no real substance or place in our
being. We deny their power
or reality. We are taught that spiritual qualities find
their
source in God, and therefore are real and eternal. It is the
purpose of man to
show forth these spiritual qualities in our lives,
in order to bear witness to God,
to express Him. Our daily meditation
or prayer includes denying sin, or error,
so that we do not find ourselves
mesmerized by these mortal suggestions that
seem to bombard us from
the world, and it includes affirming truths about God and
man that
we wish to experience and express. This method is part of the
system
of Christian Science healing, which has proven to heal sickness
and sin, as well
as purifying our character and uplifting morals.
The first Beatitude is a reminder
of the importance of staying in touch
with God and seeking His will and wisdom.
The kingdom of heaven
The
reward of those who are "poor in spirit" is the kingdom of heaven.
What
exactly is the kingdom of heaven? Jesus told a number of parables
for his
followers to ponder (see Matthew 13). These were appropriate
for the level of
spiritual receptivity of his times, and still have
much food for thought. Today, in the
revelation of Christian Science,
we have new views of the kingdom of heaven. You
will find explanations
of the "kingdom of heaven" in the following pages under
the Citations. You
will find that the kingdom of heaven is not a far off physical
location,
but a state of mind -- a reign of divine harmony in consciousness.
According
to William Barclay, the translation of the phrase "for theirs is the
kingdom of heaven" indicates that it is in the present tense. The
"poor in spirit"
possess the kingdom now not later, not as a
future reward. How is it possible
to possess the kingdom of heaven
now? The ever-presence of God's kingdom is
a major theme in the teachings
of Christian Science, which will be explained in
the Citations section.
The point being made now is that the negative attitude, or
state of
being spiritually poor hides the very presence of God. But, the
moment
one awakes from this nightmare -- the belief that one has a
mind or life separate
from God -- this new awareness opens the
eyes to the presence of God's kingdom.
It is the awareness and recognition
of being "poor in spirit" that brings the light.
The kingdom becomes
a possession by the very fact that we all already live there!
As Jesus says in the Sermon on the Mount: "for behold, the kingdom
of God is
within you."
When we come to this point -- the point of
recognition that we are spiritually poor
and we need God's help --
how does this attitude alone deserve the reward
promised by Jesus,
that of "the kingdom of heaven"? For additional insight, we can
turn
to this account in Matthew 18: "Jesus called a little child unto him,
and set him
in the midst of them, And said, Verily I say unto you,
Except ye be converted, and
become as little children, ye shall not
enter into the kingdom of heaven. Whosoever
therefore shall humble
himself as this little child, the same is greatest in the king-
dom
of heaven."
In reading further in Matthew, we find there are
two other requirements. Jesus said
that we must do "the will of my
Father which is in heaven." He tells us that "a rich
man shall hardly
enter into the kingdom of heaven." The first Beatitude, then,
supports
these requirements when it indicates that the kingdom of heaven is
to be
possessed by those who are "poor in spirit" -- those who recognize
that material
riches are no help and that they are ready to follow
God's will.
by Vicki
Jones Cole